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Post by frauleinkül on Jan 28, 2014 9:48:51 GMT -5
Fucking hell, siner. It feels empty just to send you and everyone affected love, hugs, and thoughts, but... *hugs* a lot of them.
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Post by siner on Jan 29, 2014 15:10:37 GMT -5
Fucking hell, siner. It feels empty just to send you and everyone affected love, hugs, and thoughts, but... *hugs* a lot of them. Thanks hun I just never imagined that this stuff would happen to me, you hear about this happening to other people but I guess I've had a lucky life in some ways just trying not to wallow in self pity Hugs right back at ya |
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Post by Maidli on Jan 31, 2014 3:35:07 GMT -5
Oh my Siner  murdered ? Crazy leprechauns hope you're better (((hugs)))  |
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Post by siner on Jan 31, 2014 5:11:30 GMT -5
Thanks sweetie! Yep murdered, don't wanna go into details but it's all fucking tragic
My friend that died was diagnosed with stage 4 melanomas all over his body about 3 months ago we all believed he would kick its ass
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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2014 16:00:04 GMT -5
=( siner, I feel bad now that I was gonna post on this thread about cold turkeying meds and being sick as a dog all week... sorry to hear all whats going on with you
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Post by Beaty on Feb 2, 2014 11:59:02 GMT -5
So sorry to hear this, siner *hugs* |
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Post by Stranger on Feb 4, 2014 11:22:59 GMT -5
Life defeated me
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Post by silence on Feb 4, 2014 15:11:58 GMT -5
Get straight back up and slap it in the face. Hard. And I still don't know what to say, Siner - I'm really sorry... |
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Post by Stranger on Feb 5, 2014 12:37:15 GMT -5
I think I crawled back up
Fear with capital F still intact though.. It always surprises me how I'm shattered in pieces and Fear always manages to come completely intact without a scratch out of the battle.. I guess it's because it's the opponent... the opponent within me...
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Post by silence on Feb 5, 2014 13:09:37 GMT -5
I do kinda know how that feels, all I can say is that I hope that it's manageable for as much of the time as possible, and that you have emergency plans in place for whenever it isn't - even if Plan B is just putting a duvet over your head for a couple of days...
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Post by Stranger on Feb 5, 2014 13:20:12 GMT -5
It's years and deep valleys (and high mountains), not days, but thank you.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 5:04:51 GMT -5
I think I crawled back up Fear with capital F still intact though.. It always surprises me how I'm shattered in pieces and Fear always manages to come completely intact without a scratch out of the battle.. I guess it's because it's the opponent... the opponent within me... Fear's a powerful thing, baby
It can turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God filled soul
And fill it with devils and dust
Don't ever let fear win xo
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Post by Stranger on Feb 6, 2014 12:15:33 GMT -5
Thanks, it's really mighty indeed
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Post by Maidli on Feb 7, 2014 5:17:34 GMT -5
Don't ever let fear win xo
That's true. There are so many different fears  Also the most difficult part is to put words on the fear. To define and cure it : Fear of what exactly ? When you dont know, you can be preyed or even feeling like dead. Once you know you can come up with a method against the fear, your own method... All this to say it's a long path of introspection and long path to cure... Strange, you take care
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Post by frauleinkül on Feb 17, 2014 11:42:28 GMT -5
christ, I'm really up and down these days. And realising that this happens on a fairly regular basis, I'm beginning to wonder if my mental health might not be completely ok...
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Post by Shoesh on Feb 22, 2014 9:41:45 GMT -5
Yeah, know the feeling.. been wanting to punch people for the past two days, on a psycho tour or something..
Not happy at all and don't know how to fix it. I never want to run away from my problems but right now I'm thinking of working abroad for a year.
Siner, I don't know what to say.. Sounds all so surreal, I hope you have a way to deal with it al. Many, many hugs! x
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Post by frauleinkül on Feb 25, 2014 12:23:17 GMT -5
We should start a club where we meet, grind our teeth and contemplating punching...
And now I'm sick. AGAIN!! grrr....
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Post by Beaty on Mar 7, 2014 10:37:33 GMT -5
Leaving for London on Friday, still pretty much homeless.
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Post by Beaty on Mar 7, 2014 10:41:33 GMT -5
We should start a club where we meet, grind our teeth and contemplating punching... Sounds like a brilliant idea! I could bring beer and cookies. |
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Post by frauleinkül on Mar 7, 2014 12:48:32 GMT -5
Beaty - we've got ourselves a club.
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Post by silence on Mar 7, 2014 17:21:52 GMT -5
Got a huge pile of new records, CDs and 0s&1s to listen to, and I have an ear infection that means I can't hear a single note...
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Post by Stranger on Mar 7, 2014 18:23:25 GMT -5
Hey! A club with just two members isn't really a club, now is it? I want to join!
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Post by Stranger on Mar 7, 2014 18:26:25 GMT -5
Hm but I don't have anyone on my list I want to punch though *is thinking hard*
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Post by frauleinkül on Mar 8, 2014 2:45:10 GMT -5
You're in!
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Post by Stranger on Mar 8, 2014 6:51:25 GMT -5
Wow that was easy!  |
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murdered ? Crazy leprechauns 
Also the most difficult part is to put words on the fear. To define and cure it : Fear of what exactly ? When you dont know, you can be preyed or even feeling like dead. Once you know you can come up with a method against the fear, your own method... All this to say it's a long path of introspection and long path to cure... Strange, you take care 
