Okie, so what the fuck did i miss??

[Lungsey]

So..... life is full of crap. My husband and i have been getting plenty of it these past weeks and will get much much more to deal with in the near future. For anyone that missed it but wants to know: my husband was diagnosed with cancer in late may and we know now that it is no longer operable. He will start chemo soon and we are looking into any alternatives that are out there. We are trying our best to stay on top of things - however little time we might have left together, we want to spend it as positive as possible.

We met as penpals in 1979 ("penpals", kids, is a pre-cyber term, i know many of you won't believe me, but in the old days folks used to write letters and send them on through something called a postoffice where they would stick a stamp on what was called an envelope. Trust me, i am telling the truth here. Really).
We got engaged in 81, moved in together in 85, got married in 91 and have spent every day of our lives living happily together. I have no idea how to live my life without him. All i know is i can't let his illness kill me - he saved me from that when i was young and i will not let him down now.

We are strong in this and are getting support from friends and people in work etc. There's about 10 OW-members here that have been so very helpfull through email, pm's and post. I have kept them updated because i felt i couldn't bring myself to posting on the board. I needed time to crawl back into the life of silliness and fun. I am hoping to be back now and will start posting again.
I wanted to let you lot know this because pretending it isn't part of my life doesn't feel right.
So now i need to get back into the loop. What the fuck has been going on? There is no way i can find my own way through all these posts. Err, has anyone killed anyone in these past weeks? (apart from m0ng0 - i know he has). Anyone had any kids? Snugged lanegan in the back of some nasty venue? Did i miss n00bs that are too cool to miss out on? C'mon gimme the dirt.

x thanks for the pm's everyone. You know who you are

[maidli2]

What I know is ...m0ng0 did not kill me. Not yet. Still frenchie, lefty and alive.
And no ... i dont want to start any blaphemous rumours

[Shoesh]

You've got it all wrong, blaphemy rules!!
DC is still missing. I'm betting he has to work all hours of the day in that Thai massage parlor.
Poor guy..

Mr Lanegan is reported to be working on a new solo-album.

edit: en zij is weer terug. Je weet wel, die ene. Alweer. Waarom?
Is er geen plakstrip die we bij de voordeur kunnen leggen?

[Shoesh]

Yours is a beautiful lovestory by the way. I'm not good at expressing feelings or dealing with though crap like this, but you guys are in my thoughts. Wishing you guys the best.

[borracha]

I used to have penpals! From all over the world, never got a husband out of it though, I think they were all girls... woe, I feel old now.

Anyways, about the board I learned that there are ninjas here and this girl dimples is their leader (she seems nice and stuff but you're not suppose to let that fool you) and you can't ask where foz has gone cause they'll attack you. But you probably know all that already, cause you've been here long before I ever came along and maybe dimple's just posing as the leader and you rule in the shadows and now you're coming after me cause I know to much...aghghghgh soooo, nope nothing new here

P.S.: May the Force be with you

[Lungsey]

May 3, 2009 12:33:16 GMT -5 borracha said:

......and maybe dimple's just posing as the leader and you rule in the shadows and now you're coming after me cause I know to much...aghghghgh soooo, nope nothing new here

P.S.: May the Force be with you

i do rule in the shadows but most of us do, esp the vampire and ninja types among us. And the spies. Oh fuck, and the vikings, how could i forget about the vikings?
It is okay, i won't come after you. Too much hassle for me at the moment, i did however put m0ng0 on the case to check you out. I can still come after you if need be ;D

heh cheers for the Force thought. I could do with a little extra Force by my side

[Stephanie]

What a beautiful story about how you met and the love you two share, Lungsey. I can't imagine what you're going through, everything I think of to type just sounds like a cheesy platitude. I'll just say may the strength and love you two share carry you through this ordeal.

[borracha]

May 3, 2009 14:29:25 GMT -5 Lungsey said:

i did however put m0ng0 on the case to check you out.

that's all right, he thinks I'm in antartica ;D

[Lungsey]

Sorry to disappoint, but you think he thinks you're in Antartica

Steph, thank you... it is the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with. Thank god for meds and the gift of selfharm.

[borracha]

May 3, 2009 17:55:01 GMT -5 Lungsey said:

Sorry to disappoint, but you think he thinks you're in Antartica

I'm confused now, where do you think I think mongo thinks I am? where am I? aghhhhh, I'm lost what if the serial killer finds me now...
Lungsey, you didn't tell me there were serial killers in here, I had to go all the way to Austalia to find out, or was it New Zeland?

[borracha]

btw, sorry to spoil your nice thread, it's just a boring sunday for me, maybe you could use the distraction?

[Lungsey]

oh don't worry about spoiling a thread, ever. We do it all the time.
I love the silly stuff that goes on here, i have missed it immensely

DO worry about the serial killers here. There's not many but they are ever so well organised ;D You'll find out, trust me.

[Albinorage]

Lungs, it's good to hear from you. I'm wishing and hoping the best for you and Mr Lungs.

[dimples...]

I ninja you some HUGS...

[Lungsey]

thank you oh weird ones

[borracha]

May 3, 2009 18:53:27 GMT -5 Lungsey said:

DO worry about the serial killers here. There's not many but they are ever so well organised ;D You'll find out, trust me.

We'll it seems like my paranoia raises up on the weekends or when I'm bored. I just got home from work, I've been up since 6.30 and I'm too fucking tired to worry about serial killers... (I hope they don't take advantage of that to catch me when I've lowered my guard )

I'm more interested on the other groups though, I'm way too clumsy to be a ninja, I'm a night owl (whenever I don't have to get up before dawn to go to work) so I could fit as a vampire and I like vikings, I could open the south branch... I AM close to Antarctica after all

[solitude]

Good to hear from you.
You know I am thinking of you both.